AHLAN WASAHLAN YAA RAMADHAN....

lambat dah nk ucapkan selamat menyambut ramadan almubarak nih
it suppose to be few days b4 ramadan
lots of things occured
yg paling tak tahan internet kt rumah problem
entah apa pnykitnye
da 2 mgu sakit

n lately bawak my daddy pergi klinik kt kerteh
ada problem skit
so kena g berulang kali
take lots of time
kerteh tu bukan dekat
especially klu naik motor cm aku..
but its ok
for da sake of my beloved daddy

berbalik pd tujuan asal
selamat menyambut ramadan semua
semoga segala amalan diterimaNya
sam2 laa kite mengimarahkan bulan mulia nih...

puisi ketika cinta bertasbih

puisi ni blh dilihat di filem ketika cinta bertasbih
penulis asalnya aku tak pasti
but it sound sweet for me
so i wanna share it with u
satu watak dalam filem itu ditanya
"pada pandangan dia, cinta itu apa ya?"
ini laa jawapannya



cinta adalah kekuatan
yang mampu mengubah duri jadi mawar
mengubah cuka jadi anggur
mengubah sedih jadi riang
mengubah amarah jadi ramah
mengubah musibah jadi muhibbah
itulah cinta...



sekalipun cinta telah kuuraikan
dan kujelaskan panjang lebar,
namun jika cinta kudatangi
aku jadi malu pada keteranganku sendiri
meskipun lidahku sudah mampu menguraikan,
namun tanpa lidah,
cinta ternyata lebih terang,
sementara pena begitu tergesa-gesa menuliskannya,
kata-kata pecah berkeping-keping
begitu sampai kepada cinta...
dalam menguraikan cinta,
akal terbaring dalam lumpur,
cinta sendirilah yang menerangkan cinta
dan percintaan...

fall in love...AGAIN????

recently i think i did fell in love with someone...
we did have official declaration
since he seriously said he want me
however he keep saying it all bt ALLAH's will
yaa it is true
after that declaration, i changed my status
but he did not do the same
quite dissapointed
then he turn missing
cannot be reached by call or sms
he did not reply my email or my fren's email
he kind of ignorance for whatever happen to me
so what r u guys thinking about my boyfren (if he is)...
perhaps he read this
i am the type that hard to fall in love
when i accepted a person
i really want to be with him
but apparently he didnt
i was really hurt

when everything turn like this
i keep thinking again of what i want to do before
as far as matter concern about love
must be set aside
fall in love only with my husband
who is going to be my husband?
anyone who came to see my parent and accepted by them
means accepted by me

so should i continue with this plan?????

what was really i felt????

dunno wat happened to me

felt like something lost here in me

i feel like i really sick

not just physically but it more deep mentally

i really sick!!!!!