Thursday, July 29, 2010

a young daddy

fathers' day dh lama berlalu
but still wanna share a post with u
about a young daddy
written by his lovely wife
taken from her blog
i dont have the permission
so please refer to that link
it juz a sweet post

WAY BACK INTO LOVE

WAY BACK INTO LOVE

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Oh oh oh

music and lyric


dh lama aku teringin sgt nk tgk cerite ni tp x kesampaian
samapailah mlm ni
tq to 8tv
cerita yg sgt sweet
flying flying up up to the sky kejap
huhuhuhuh
menghiburkan hatiku yg lara
dh berbunga riang pn skrg nih
sambil duk mendownload lagu dia dr web
sape2 nk blh laa mendownload dr situ
heheeheh
jiwangnya aku mlm nih
cerita cinta org putih memg mudah membuai jiwa aku
simple and sweet
x mcm cite melayu
cerita cinta pn cm cerita perang
berbelit2, menggundahkan jiwa jek
anyway i really enjoy tonite

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

merah yang cacat

semalam emosi x stabil
kecelaruan minda berlaku
mula menulis yang tidak2
hari ni lebih stabil

semalam hangin satu badan
sape laa yang baik hati curi side mirror aku
sayang weh
hampagas betul
side mirror pn nk curi
nk menangis adanya

nyanyi lagu pulangkan misha omar laa
seluruh keturunan dia aku cari
cian kt merah dh cacat tau
dia lah penghibur hati kt cni
skrg dia dh cacat
menambah kesedihan hati ini
makin luka laa hatiku...

p/s: kwn2 aku kata hari ni post mesti pasal muhasabah interim yg kami pegi pg td, tp aku xnk buat blog khas pasal tu...

monolog


aku : saya sedih
~jgn biarkan sedih itu meruntuhkan semangatmu

aku: saya rindu
~adakah dia juga merindui kamu?

aku: byk keje saya x siap lagi
~teruskan berusaha, cuba yang terbaik, kamu boleh lakukannya

aku: saya rase bosan melakukan ini semua
~ingat janjimu pada dirimu sendiri, ingat janji 10 tahun lalu, ingat org2 yg menyayangimu

aku: tapi saya letih dgn semua ini
~kuatkan semangat. letih itu sementara sahaja

aku: terima kasih diri kerana memberiku semangat di kala dia tidak lagi memberi kata perangsang buatku seperti dulu. di kala aku terpaksa pergi krn dia sudah tidak lagi milikku, terima kasih diri.
~aku adalah kamu, kamu adalah aku. di saat semua org sudah membencimu, tidak menyayangi diriimu, pergi darimu, aku akn tetap mendokong dirim kerana kita adalah satu

Sunday, July 25, 2010

FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY BROKEN HEART

"never look back" we said
How was I to know, I'd miss you so
Loneliness up ahead
Emptyness behind
Where do I go
And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you now
Still I miss you somehow
From the bottom of my broken heart
There's a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love
You were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love
I never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart
"baby," I said "please stay
Give our love a chance for one more day"
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart
Through my dreams
And my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end
From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love
You were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love
I never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here
From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love
You were my true love
From the fist kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love
I never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart
"never look back" we said
How was I to know, I'd miss you so

Saturday, July 24, 2010

awak...


salahke klu saya mendiamkan diri?
meminta ruang utk diri sendiri
berehat dr memikirkan hal2 jiwa nih
letih tau
kejap ada kejap xde
saya pn letih nk fikir
biarlah saya rindu kt awk sorg2 jek
awk xyahlaa teringat kt saya
saya rasa awk x perlukan saya pn
saya je yang perlukan awk kn
so saya laa yang kena belajar lupakan awk
saya sayang
saya rindu
tp saya pilu